i do wish i were at a point in my transition where I was comfortable entering the dating scene again. I know being single has been good for me, but I've definitely realized over the last week or so just how touch-starved I've become. It's not even predominantly in a sexual way, I just miss holding hands and cuddling and kissing someone and getting lost in just how much I've fallen in love with them. Even having sex, I just miss how personal and intimate of an experience it is.

...just realized this is basically my last post. is it just that I post here whenever I'm feeling lonely- yeah definitely it is