continuing the recent trend: CTPSD test time! pleasantly surprised i don't meet the diagnostic threshold anymore, my test from 5-10 years ago would've looked very different

@vantiss lol. lmao even

@vantiss my results were not good glad you are doing better 🫶

@vantiss streets are saying I'm the least traumatized trans girl ever

@vantiss Neat

@vantiss now, if I took this in 2014 on the other hand...

@vantiss admittedly I'm also in a pretty good mood today so that may be skewing my results a little, on a less good day disturbed relationships at the very least would probably be higher

@patchuun @vantiss COULD NOT relate less

@patchuun @vantiss tbf i have a tension headache which is probably making my results a little more severe than they would be otherwise

theres also some that i interpreted as including concepts that ended up coming up specifically later which is why i dont like tests where you only see one question at a time

@patchuun @vantiss You’re much better off than I am, wow.

@vantiss hah... Haha... Guess I should bring this up to my doctor too...

@The_T
you scored higher than rachel :o yeah seems like a good plan

@patchuun
you may have won the thread with this

@vantiss this was a bit weird for us cause it asks about "the stressful experience" and it's not really that we had a single very traumatic experience. more just an accumulation of smaller things over decades. not sure how accurate our answers actually are.

@elexia
I just treated it as "all of the experiences, together, any and all of them"

@vantiss we've actually gotten a lot better with regards to negative self-concept, though that was never our worst issue. we mostly stopped blaming ourselves for our issues. maybe should have actually answered one question slightly differently and that would have scored us even lower.

but yeah, always on edge, anxious, tense. stressful dreams are common, though not necessarily about anything we experienced. just like, violence, stressful situations, often unrealistic ones.
severe difficulty with trusting people and emotional closeness.

@vantiss well now having seen everyone else's results I'm low key feeling a bit guilty about it so take it with a grain of salt lol /)w(\

@vantiss oof yea about as expected

@patchuun @vantiss 91,87,87,100 here

@itsmaya
did you hit the threshold? :o

@vantiss I think it was short somehow, IDK what the meta-scoring system is so who knows why.

@vantiss I'm pretty sure I recall going over a more comprehensive evaluation for this at some point and the result was "yes definitely see a therapist about this", which I am so...

@itsmaya @vantiss huh, is this thing like, actually accurate? Cause I know a lot of random online stuff like this is kinda garbage

That being said I scored pretty high too so if it is at all trustworthy I l am considering bringing it up with my therapist next session 💀

@hazelnot @itsmaya
the questions themselves are the standardizes ones afaik

@hazelnot @vantiss comparing it to past evaluations I've had I think the questions are about right my only question is the size and scoring.

Investigating further with a discussion with your therapist about it seems reasonable.

@vantiss so apparently I don't have trauma responses I'm just naturally a depressed asshole