fedi is a kind of large room that you can walk up to people and talk to them and sometimes you can say something loudly and people will look at you and sometimes they will even come talk to you about that thing you said. well one of the things about it is that you can be several times and make several conversations and

one of the things that is wrong with me is that i feel like i am standing in a room speaking when i am laying in my bed posting . sometimes i am sitting in maybe a restaurant with my friends even though am messaging them on website . time passes in a way that is not linear here , and i feel it ; but linear time goes on without me . this cyborg-sociality alienates me from the world that i am in

this is probably not such a terrible thing as i sometimes interpret it to be but it bothers me sometimes how the virtual consumes the actual in this way