i've been dodging and weaving getting into a relationship literally since before I stated transitioning, so like 5 years now, and 99% of the time I'm totally fine with being single but every single time I get drunk *without fail* I come to miss the feeling of, just, feeling loved. like idk how it would work out logistically since I move so often but just the feeling of snuggling up with and sharing a kiss with someone who loves me is something I miss a lot.

I look forward to the point in my transition where I'll feel like I can be comfortable falling in love again without the feeling of insecurity over my body taking that away from me like is the case right now.