thinking disorganized thoughts. mashups as a subversion of the commoditization of music ? a reterritorialization of the individualistic commodity through a more communal lens. "dariacore" is the accelerated version of this, a hyperpop-esque cannibalistic genre that aims to be so unpalatable to the normie ear that it isn't commoditizable

A fucked up anime girl, with blood splattered on her face. But get this. She’s so fucked up that she’s smiling and happy about it. That’s the kind of person I am.

I dare you bro I double dog dare you bro I tripple tranny dare you bro

i should get into biohacking

what the... she's sniming...

Woman sitting on rock by the sea by Williamina Parrish
1915

i was deliberately heated by my mother in the microwave...

my body couldn't handle the heat of the microwave...

at the age of 28 days i was placed in a microwave by my own mother...

at the age of 28 days i was placed in a microwave by my own mother...

i was placed in a microwave and subjected to intense heat by my own mother...

at the age of 28 days i was placed in a microwave by my own mother...

the only social media children should be using is fetlife

Nowadays it’s no longer a positive that a business is “queer-run”, since that term applies to Apple, Palantir, and OpenAI

@wire_witch same . especially when looking at spacecraft

https://bloomfilters.neocities.org/journal/boystogirls

the recent rsync controversy (and vim before that) has got me thinking how absurd and bleak it is that the response free software devs keep having to burnout is not that maybe it's actually a bad thing for this attitude that's become more prevalent in free software of owing your unpaid labor to corporations and entitled domesticated users but to blindly follow suit with the rest of the tech industry of patching over the growing crisis in software complexity with statistical models producing code that no one down the line is going to know how to maintain.

like the whole point of free software was supposed to be that you contribute some code to the world that solves a problem for you, and if others have different problems they can contribute back to the project in some way. instead free software has exploded in how many systems rely on it while the average user is *less tech literate* and generally has more learned helplessness mentality that has been intentionally instilled in them by tech industry practices to capture markets and then hold them hostage.

@nyx everything is a system of relations and interactions and everything wraps around to relate and interact with itself eventually

@angelmoder finding a vintage "we like ike" pin and getting it because i love evil

@angelmoder screams

even this version of myself that i present here . which has become more and more honest to the version of myself that i present elsewhere and desire to be . i am a complex person , sure , but i value simplicity

i should maybe change my username . as it is it kind of implies that i am a being that embodies complexity, evil, and/or misery ; i don't think that's an accurate descriptor of myself

a lot of you probably dont even know about this now that i think about it

i need to create a nice vector version of my ante awen sigil and put it somewhere

few know this but all of language is magickal in nature, it's just that most of the time no one is focusing their will when they use words so the words end up using them