badrp is getting to my head. not sure how to word this properly but I'll try.

I was at some kind of exhibit with family. I think maybe it was my birthday or something because there was like. a whole sequence of events planned out. for some reason. Don’t know doesn't matter at some point I just started wandering around looking at stuff and I found. it wasn't part of it at first but retroactively became part of the like exhibit or venue or whatever it was actually in like a mall. I found a sort of script. in the form of a chat log? and I don't know WHO I was with probably a stranger but I really wanted to act it out with them.

so what the thing then turned into is a form of activity where you go with friends and you're given a sort of script, a scenario to follow, and a set to basically roleplay that scenario in. I don't fucking know what This scenario was supposed to be but we were like trying to escape wherever I guess. sent my family away so I could lock in on this. there was a third person who showed up later to guide us kinda. it was stupid. funny and stupid and scuffed. badrp in real life

I remember this one part . there was like a contraption of sorts like a ski lift type thing belts with chairs on it for whatever reason. we walk up some stairs and get to the top. where there was a bunch of bystanders to either make sure we don't die in the thingy or just spectate. I was laughing my lmao off trying to call the thing "some sort of pulley" because of that one santagrillcheese post. it was interesting it sorta went down and came back up at a different spot and we were moving it for no reason other than funny cause it doesn't actually do anything and the REAL solution. as all the bystanders showed us by blocking off all the "wrong" paths and basically forcing us to proceed, is to just keep going down some Other stairs until we reached.

well it was an empty mall I guess. someone informed us that it was pretty cold in this part (door outside was open, which is funny, my window is open and it's quite windy) and that if we wanted to put on something warmer we could. but we were good. there was a short ledge to climb up and I knew that I would be unlocking a ability (???) to help with this and I immediately hit the "ohhhhh you guyssss this ledge... I can't climb up it (I could)... looks like you're gonna have to go on ahead without me... let me help you up!! this is my ultimate sacrifice!!" which was in reference to SOMETHING maybe some kind of rtvs shenanigan but I don't remember. nothing real I don't think.

there were a bunch more uh. actors suddenly. whole big group. and some kind of childish argument started (completely in character) which basically consisted of yelling higher and higher pitched cause I remember essentially just mimimg the words and then explaining that "it's so high pitch that you can't even hear it." I ended up inventing a new character on the spot in the form of a fork who said "this kind of BEHAVIOR is not BEFITTING of a LEADER!" and everyone agreed #Win

someone (I think one of the aforementioned leaders, or second in command) created a penis balloon animal strapon for the fork who went "aw hell yeahh" and I thought of a bit where the fork gets distracted by like a dog balloon animal and leaves to fuck the shit out of it which is pretty funny I think.

but that freak ass fucking fork kept talking. inventing a bunch of lore ripping the balloon dog joke right out of my head and going on and on about sex like a fucking gross shit head I saw these highly detailed and slimy cutouts of different kinds of high-tech masturbators. single hole double hole mouths with realistic saliva I hated it. I kinda stopped listening at some point I don't know if he was talking or my brain was just filling in the blanks (what's the difference when you're dreaming) but obviously the next development in realistic high tech sex dolls is to biomechanically engineer people and I kept seeing this animation which had a robot arm going into someone's mouth and there was fucking weird ass technology in there for fucking whatever I don't care I don't fucking like it.

like okay I know SOME OF U faggots would kill yourselves for the opportunity but the idea of engineering people to become rape dolls for everyone else makes me sick. I thought of the words "sex eugenics" and it feels befitting. makes me hate sex even more than I already did. fuck that fucking fork he was trying to make some deep point about it all and the roleplay game I was doing before his fucking shit ass started talking like he made what probably sounded like a really interesting point and then I woke up but it makes no fucking sense and I'm gonna kill him dead. I fucking hate sex fuck you. I'm legit running out of character space but idc I'm done. fuck you. bye

@sierra this is what one part of badrp does to someone