met god, I think. I woke up and fell back asleep so many times that it's hard to remember. she was kinda fineee. wanted to do some sort of research on humanity and specifically emotion. in my expirment (? I don't know man I got put in a situation) I ended up unleashing my white gamer rage. told her that I'm not the best example of a human afterwards cause I'm kinda fucked in the head basically. then I gave her a gay hug (she didn't like it but I said please let me have this) and asked, through tears, to let us all live because the world is so so beautiful.