i think the whole thing about abusers/groomers/overall bad people announcing that they want to kill themselves when getting caught just means that genuinely changing for the better is a hard arduous nothing task for them, that's why they resort to the easy way out

i believe that the worst of people can change, no matter how bad they are and how bad their actions are. but if you're pulling this type of shit, it seems to me that you're never gonna change and that you'll continue to remain this way